introductions

Hi there, if you are reading this, you are probably one of my friends because i am sure that no randoms would want to know about me at this point in time. I am going to be famous, so there! lol... A lot of people criticise me when i use the term famous, but it's the only way i can truly describe what I want in my life. I want to act in movies, be loved by many, write lots of bestsellers, direct and win many awards. Is it really that bitchy of me to admit what i really want? I love creating things. At this moment in time (as i feel the need to talk my accomplishments up, seeing as i have no true outstanding personality traits) I am currently writing, plotting, designing, directing, editing and acting in my first film. I don't think it will go anywhere big, but i am hoping to send it to a film festival and see if they like it. Who knows, from there i could be picked up by a number of people, or i could be left still fighting for a place that will get me into the hollywood industry.

I sometimes wish i was a normal person, who could have reasonable and realistic goals. I should wish to be a nurse, there is a large shortage of those. Or i could be a teacher, there is a worldwidde call for them! But oh no, i wanted to be something that everyone could see, and this if for good reasons. I want to change the world in some way, make it better by my own influences. Now i am not a doctor or scientist, so finding the cure for cancer, lukemia and other life threatening diseases or conditions wont be my forte. Nor am i politically inclined in order to apply for presidency or prime minister to have an influence in that way. I am not an athlete, though sometimes i wish i was, who would have an influence on her fans. No, i am an actress, a dancer, a singer, a director and a writer. So, i propose to climb the ladder of success, and use my fan basis, admirers and collegues to halp fight third world poverty, bring awareness to diseases, fund the research for cancer and be an influential part of society!!!

watch this space!